Holding Yours...

"Holding yours, holding yours..."

♥ Holding Yours ♥

All my excuses crumble,
Admitting what I've feared,
I love You, I love Him,
I love them all!

Whoosh....

I am released,
Tears with breathless gasps,
Like a child unrestrained
By the years of faking
Those walls around my heart,

My hands pressed to the screen,
Glowing in the pre-dawn dark,
Holding yours,
Holding yours,

Exhale...

I surrender,
It's true, it's true!
When I breathe again, it is for You,
It's for Him, and yes, for them,
But why pretend:
It's You.

You permeate my heart,
I resonate yours,
Your mission courses
Through my soul,
It's in my hands,
As I'm in yours,
I cannot waste it,
Can't deny,
It's not in vain,
I'll live, I'll try!

But know this, Love:
It's all for You,
You, You, my beautiful You!
Everything,
It always was,
But now declared,
I cannot hide,
I will confide,
I'm born again in You,

Breathe...

Tear-streaked face,
Trembling anew,
My hands reach out
In the dawning light,
Holding yours,
Forever.

~ a tiny fraction of eclipse night, May 21, 2012
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"Holding Yours"
© May 22, 2012 by D.M.